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> Thursday, November 25, 2004
6:01 PM

hehe now bloggin while mom,sis n bro out 2 watch sesame street.actualli not suppose de but so boring, tv got nutin 2 watch...tired of readin books.2mrw gotta go sch giv da form 2 ms kang...sian...actualli dun wanna go da camp cos heard da boiz not goin...da seniors not goin...dunno hu goin la but stay at home oso veli sian...might as well go do sumtin.still wonderin whether 2 quit IT or not...haiz dat's y i still haven buy da t'shirt.ytd go find ms kang dat time met choy n chin chow...hahaha feel weird cos so long nv c dem wich is a gd thing la...luckily choy tell me ms kang go 4 course if not 2dae i sure go sch find her.tired of goin 4 band...so sian...ytd dunno wat's wrong can't play properly, usually sectionals dat time can play 1 but dunno y in front of mr tan play lyk shit.so paiseh....michelle nv cum so gotta hang wif da huiru dey all...veli farni dey all keep arguin wif mel ng...feel dey all veli childish but got no choice if i dun hang wif dem i would b alone...monica buy da billabong bag liao...actualli i dun relli mind cos i dun relli lyk it anywaes...nxt yr streamin liao...y mus hav streamin huh?ppl so bo liao isit...wat m i crappin...

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> Saturday, November 20, 2004
6:56 PM

i jus hate moi fuckin family...stoopit assholes.i jus dun understand y i can't use da com.i m damn bored at home man., if i dun do anytin i will rot, i bet dey jus wish 2 c me die.bloody family...dun tink i will b bloggin 4 da nxt few daes thx a lot 2 moi mom.I JUS HATE DEM 2 DA CORE!!!kaex 2dae had band, i dun hav trash bag...tot die liao but no1 bothered.phyllis got cum, heng if not i da onli euph playin.played a game first...kinda borin...dey played maroon 5 songs..yay!!!went out 4 sectionals...playin halfway den samuel came 2 find phyllis...dey chatted...i felt lyk an xtra lightbulb but i can't jus move away wad cos havin sectionals.tried not 2 pay any attention 2 dem...went bac 2 band rm later.phyllis conductin so although she's here, i had 2 play alone.haiz...scared make mistakes so i blowed quite soft...k la i played not too bad but got dis 1 part where da euph is suppose 2 be heard quite clear...i onli 1 playin so scared make mistakes but heng i nv or i tink i nv larhz.she went further into da song...die die i nv practise dat part so i dunno.so paiseh, b'cos of me dat part da tempo hav 2 slow down.wish seniors were here...well actualli not relli cos when seniors here dey will tok 2 each other n ignore me but atleast got sum1 play wif me.k larhz...dat's all...haiz...buaiz...

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> Thursday, November 18, 2004
3:45 PM

so tired manz, 2dae hav move so mani things out of da band rm cos da carpet arrivin mahz.ytd had spring cleanin, didn't noe da band rm so damn dirty, owells i helped clean da walls, paint came off, yucks.went 2 clean window but it's more digustin, got green stuff growin on da upper part, ewwww.den sum ppl mopped da band rm, so da rest hav 2 wait outside 4 da rm 2 dry.went 2 stand beside da percussion instruments, used moi wet rag 2 wipe da timpani, wrong spelling? i dunno.well big mistake, kokwey came n say dat percussion instruments not suppose 2 be cleaned wif wet rag, *ooppps*.anywayz while waitin 4 da rm 2 dry up, i chatted 2 michelle, found out she quite nice 2 chat wif de.so bac 2 2dae, yupx veli little ppl came, huiru n wanzhen dey all nv cum, all moi seniors nv cum.me alone, sho pathetic.no1 tok 2 me as usual, n had 2 move out all da euphs on moi own but luckily jasmine help me carry 1.move out all da stuff liaoz, da gals stayed in da band rm, i went outside cos i dun wanna b xtra among dose ppl.sianz...so lonely, no1 tok 2 me at all, den gladys said hi, sort of tok 2 her n her juniors.spend 1h outside da band rm 'fa dai', heard laffter inside, feel more lonely sia.da contractor cum so late, den make da carpet nid 2h so we go break.cum bac liaoz still nutin 2 do, kokwey walk past me n say how cum moi face so expressionless, minghui said i look so sad.haiz...dun dey noe i m lonely?actualli i dun wanna cum de but i tot bout hu will move da euphs, no1 so i cum lorz.bought da sec2 books ytd, eng bk so thick manz, anywayz still can't b'liv i sec2 liaoz n nxt yr gonna hav juniors.haiz...wonder if i can teach dem/her/him 2 b a sucessful euph player, worried bout dat cos until 2dae i still veli lan.wwat if i dun hav juniors how?hav 2 wait until sec3 den got, dat means i will b lonely 4 another 1 yr.sighz...

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> Monday, November 15, 2004
3:22 PM

i m bacccc!!!!!wonder if anybody miss me bloggin haiz but i tink nobody even read moi entries de, mayb should delete dis blog la.i m crappin so much man!!kaex shall get on wif da story.las sat had band n as usual horz my seniors slack n slack so i oso slack lorz.we should b called da slackin section but actualli i dun wanna slack de but it's jus dat dey sit dere tokin while i play da song lyk so funni lyk dat.so i stop playin la den so bored cos no1 tok 2 me so i go ka chiao da tuba section n no senior stop me.so farnie man dey all cos dey teachin melissa ma n she lyk dun wanna blow, kept complainin stomach ache n dey ask if she wanna go sick bay but she say dun wan lorz.n instead of stella da section leader teachin horz, joseph n minghui teach melissa lehz n dey kept sayin wanna pump her but of cos dey can't la.so i c dem so cham i volunteer 2 teach her la but hor when i teach her rite she dun even bother 2 listen wat i say.it's obviously b'cos i not her senior ma.so we sit dere n slack den joseph n minghui ask her 2 blow but she dun wan lor.den i gang up wif da boiz n threaten 2 ask stella 2 pump her la but i onli play play larz.now i feel so bad lorz threatenin her, hope she not angry wif me but if i relli hav dis kind of junior horz my life sure veli difficult 1.i wish moi section was lyk any other section dun slack 1.den later go bac band room dat time jasmine said nxt time when u hav break dun go other section n bother dem.felt lyk she hintin 2 me eventhough she nv say moi name.haiz...but wat can u expect me 2 do when moi seniors keep slackin?continue blowin alone?join dem n tok?kaex da las suggestion is not quite possible.k la end here liaoz...

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> Friday, November 12, 2004
4:14 PM

sianz dunno y i even feel lyk bloggin, holidaes jus sux n nobody's ever online 1.no1 blogs so i can't snoop around ppl's blog.mi so bored until keep listenin 2 moi blog's piano music, den got an urge 2 learn a new instru but haiz...ytd went 4 1 of those family outings 2 takashimaya.went 2 wisma da op, so damn crowded man cos got sale but managed 2 buy a shirt n shorts la.wanted 2 buy more but horz i heart pain 4 my da money so went bac 2 find dad.found out dat moi stoopit bro spent a fortune on buyin sum sucky lego thingy, pls lorz lyk he so big liao, 10 yr old sumore wanna buy dis kind of baby thingy.y can't he jus act lyk any normal bro n buy bois stuff instead of teddy bears? c his face make me wanna vomit blood but wat 2 do, he da onli son of da family mah so of cos ppl pamper him more la eventhough he treat every1 lyks shit, alwayz orderin me about.he sux lyk hell man, i sumore hav 2 share room wif him, so suay rite? kaex i admit i kinda miss skool larz, yupx i n miss moi 3 integrity loads.3 integrity rawks 4eva!!!!!!ya i noe i m jus a freakin mad person.so sian man...wonder how mani times i hav mention dat damn word, hu cares?sat sumore got band, at least it givs me sumtin 2 do la but band is oso so sian, da ppl r sian, moi euph is sian cos everytime i polish liao got new fingerprints 1, c so sian.worse thing is i dun even get moi own file n sumore got 2 share man, i mean i m fine wif sharin la but it's jus dat u hav 2 put it in da middle so both ppl can c n moi eyesight is lyk shit liao so sumtimes c da wrong note la wich results 2 blowin da wrong sound wich results 2 moi senior tinkin i stoopit cos i can't remember da fingerin.haiz...jus realise i hav written alot of crap so ya dun wanna write no more.

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> Wednesday, November 10, 2004
6:51 PM

haiz 2dae go da tea thingy wif da principal, so damn sian man.tok so much bout leadership n student council, den say 1 us 2 join da scholar's circle.anywaz i totally embarassed moiself man.theodora accidentally punched herself lorz n knoc her glasses off n i jus happen 2 c it n can't stop laffin cos so farnie. den da principal tok n tok n i was lyk pretendin 2 punch theodora n she saw lorz n say dat da gals here beli farnie punch her punch dere 1, n sumore say she tot onli pri skool ppl do dis. so paiseh lehz...den got wad grp work n got dis gal so greedy, she actualli go da bao da food n eat lorz den in da middle of eatin sumore tok, let every1 c her chewin da food, ewwwwwww so gross.anywaz so after dat theodora, monica n 1 go watched princess diaries 2 la. da movie veli farnie sia so overall quite nice la.ah ya jus dicovered even eng oso got hw lehz, wat good is a holidae any way?dunno y but every1 seem so relac cept 4 me cos i alwaz worryin bout stoopit stuff lyk da skool books n hw de.k la dunno wad else 2 write liaoz so bb.

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> Tuesday, November 09, 2004
5:54 PM

kaex ppl i chg moi blogskin liao so pls giv comments horz.i noe la it's not as nice as las time 1 n it's a bit plain but i jus wanted a new skin so jus chg lorz.anywaz 2dae go skool do da chinese thingy, yupx met guan guan n a.o n dey say lib open so we all go lib n do work lorz.wah da lib paint until so colourful lehz, den got 1 smell, yux.k den 4 da 1st time i went in 2 da lib da balcony area, so mani thing 2 c but i mostly read bout ya u noe, band da history.saw da old band u n it's lyk so da weird lorz.dey sumore got da c.o.p certificate displayed lehz but not other achievements.k wateva, tmrw got da tea wif principal, dun wanna go cos she sure say alot of stuff 1.endin here larhz...bb

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> Sunday, November 07, 2004
1:17 PM

can't b'liv it moi friendster testimonials r all gone liao, me so cham.n all da time i hav been askin ppl 4 testi now 1 oso dun hav, sux man!!!ytd got band, yupx received da set piece, phyllis say euphs die liao n i saw da score i almos died.oooh lemme do moi best n describe it kaex, so mani running notes( is dat wat u call it?i dunno )n da worst thing is dey r all so high. i was tinkin n sure can't play 1 den horz got miracle lehz, sectionals dat time i try n can actualli blow.me arh beli farni 1 sumtimes can blow sumtimes can't.anywaz, da tempo beli fast larhz n i can onli blow slowly so still can't catch up.haiz die ah nxt year sure a beli shi bai senior 1, mus vow 2 do beta.da cds burn finish liaoz so i go bac n listen, wah lao i dunno wat songs r dey ah, all i noe is got colonial collage, laputa n da other 1 dunno isit mambo magic or sumtin.anywaz it's nice 2 get an idea of how da real song relli sounds lyk so thankew 4 da cd.k la enuf of crappin liaoz, buaizz..

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> Friday, November 05, 2004
1:00 PM

holidaes so sian...ytd suppose 2 go skool n meet monica n theodora 2 do da chinese thingy but hor da library nv open so we go orchad zou zou lorz...go orchad c den i n theodora wanna take neoz den ask monica but she say she not in da mood so we walk round 1st 2 wait 4 her 2 b in da right mood but she nv was.went into more than words den suddenly some1 shouted theodora's name n i turn n saw caryn n her sis.theodora n her sis frenz so dey were lyk so excited 2 c each other n i was lyk shocked.i noe s'pore is small but it's so coincidental dat we can meet at da same place, same dae n same time.caryn lyk dunno i in band 1, well i not surprise since las time even moi seniors dunno i exist n dey onli set 3 chairs 4 demselfs not me, how pathetic.kaex so theodora lyk told caryn dat i in band n we sort of chat a bit larz, den monica dunno go where liaoz so i n t go find her lorz n her face was lyk so bu shuang.suppose 2 b a happi outin but we r stuck wif a black face gal, so not happi.k wateva la den we go heeren walk a bit den go 2 dis shop i saw dis billabong bag i lyk n told t dat i wanna buy dis den monica say dat she gonna buy dis bag liaoz n i was lyk u can't.i so mad lorz cos once i wan sumtin i wun let anyone get it n she was lyk act cool lyk dat kept sayin she wan dat bag, i so mad lorz.fuck lorz, lyk so shitty buyin da bag i saw 1st, ya i noe dat any1 can buy dat bag but i lyk still bu shuang over da neoz thingy so i beli da mad.dun wanna say any further after dat, some 1 cum after me arhz so bb.

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